Sibling rivalry

How to survive two disrespectful, obnoxious brothers
Every day there are problems, I don’t know what’s wrong with them, either they are mentally retarded or just plain stupid. They piss me off on a daily basis, they think they do everything around the house, but in reality they do nothing. They fight with my parents constantly and it makes me angry because I feel as though I need to knock both of them out because they are so disrespectful. They should let me inflict pain and suffering upon them when needed, but since I am too big, I cannot. The only thing I have been able to do for the past 17 years was tolerate. With toleration, they stand there and I stand here, they come into my space constantly and punch me, insult me constantly, but if I just ignore them, I will not have to waste my time, energy and force to correct them. Some of my friends find my brothers to be “All right” but in fact they aren’t all they seem to be.
They are completely disrespectful to both my mother and father. Which is kind of funny because not too long ago when I was 15 they use to fight with me and say “What the hell, you aren’t even my brother just get away from me”, yea they used me being an adopted child as an insult, I have probably heard that from both of them at least three times.
Also, once when I was leaving for Destino Peru, I remember seeing all the other siblings drop off their older brothers and sisters that were coming with me, saying goodbyes and such. One of my siblings showing the sin of Sloth didn’t even bother to say goodbye. The other one, well ill give some points to actually coming along, but only because he got donuts after they dropped me off, only said “I hope you die in a plane crash”, that was the last thing he said to me before I left.
After that, when I came back from Peru, I had gotten them each a small little gift. One a Peruvian hat and another some Peruvian gloves, they both looked and them and said “what the hell do I need this for, never mind” and threw them back. The greatest thing about this all, I don’t care too much what they say to me, I have learned to emotionally block it out, so it is like a rock hitting a sponge and I absorb the blow. This isn’t the only time a gift has gone wrong.
The best part of all this, even though they treat me like this, I still am obliged to drive them to each of their girlfriends house, take them to the movies, skate park, drive their friends, whatever it is I am sucked into, and I don’t have much to do against it.
My brothers to my parents, I can only say that, they scream, they yell, they throw tantrums, throw things, back talk, talk badly to both of them, and don’t care about anything.
I have just noticed that this is why every day I come to school early and try to keep myself as busy as I can so I go home late and not have to listen to the bickering and insults. It must be my subconscious mind controlling me to stay away, even over the weekends I leave from around 8 in the morning and usually sometimes don’t come back till 2 in the morning, maybe spending about an hour at home, when the sun is out, and another 4 hours just sleeping. But most of the times I may be sleeping trying to block out the noise.
I have been told by a very special person to me that I should be more forgiving and forgetful. I guess I’m good at the forgiving part, after the fact that when one of my brothers insult me a few minutes later come ask to go get a treat at the market. But the forgetting part is hard to grasp.
To sum it all up, the way to deal with a troublesome problem, is just to tolerate it. Even though it is hard to do, that is what I follow, even though I believe in a world where you do something I disapprove of, I will focus all my power and smash it upon you to make sure you never do it again. I have forgotten the word for this; I learned it in Mr. Tessen’s Class. But anyways I’m going to go sleep now.
Byeee ^^